On last Sun daddy decided to bring Emeryn out to Taiping Zoo. We had our breakfast at downtown before starting our journey. We reached at about 11am and the bad news broke as soon as mummy received 8 missed calls on her mobile. Mummy called back only to informed that ah chor has passed away peacefully at the ofh. Without getting into the zoo, we drove back. Mummy cried uncontrollably during the whole journey back. Many questions ran through mummy's mind and keep flashing in and out such as how could ah chor dies since she looked perfectly fine a day before, is that a natural death or accidental, how could ah chor leaves before having all of us by her side and etc.
It was a real bad moment, a moment that mummy has never prepared to go through. Mummy's heart broke into pieces each time ah chor's face resembled in her mind. Mummy cried so badly upon stepping into ah chor's room at the ofh and her body was covered with a yellow prayers cloth and we were not allowed to touch ah chor. How mummy wish to kiss ah chor goodbye and hold her tight for once before parting with ah chor!!! This is the second time mummy mourned over the loss of her closest family since 15years ago where mummy lost her grandpa. Mummy regretted for not doing enough for ah chor, for not visiting her more often, for not spending more time accompanying her and for not telling her how much mummy loves her.
We brought ah chor's body to Mt. Erskine Funeral Parlour where we placed her peacefully for all the close relative to pay their last respect to ah chor. The funeral was held on Thurs morning where we sent ah chor off for her last journey with our most heavy and reluctant heart. That day marked the day we finally lost sight of ah chor. Goodbye, ah chor and may you rest in peace. We will always love you. You may be gone but you will always remain deep in your heart and soul.
It was a real bad moment, a moment that mummy has never prepared to go through. Mummy's heart broke into pieces each time ah chor's face resembled in her mind. Mummy cried so badly upon stepping into ah chor's room at the ofh and her body was covered with a yellow prayers cloth and we were not allowed to touch ah chor. How mummy wish to kiss ah chor goodbye and hold her tight for once before parting with ah chor!!! This is the second time mummy mourned over the loss of her closest family since 15years ago where mummy lost her grandpa. Mummy regretted for not doing enough for ah chor, for not visiting her more often, for not spending more time accompanying her and for not telling her how much mummy loves her.
We brought ah chor's body to Mt. Erskine Funeral Parlour where we placed her peacefully for all the close relative to pay their last respect to ah chor. The funeral was held on Thurs morning where we sent ah chor off for her last journey with our most heavy and reluctant heart. That day marked the day we finally lost sight of ah chor. Goodbye, ah chor and may you rest in peace. We will always love you. You may be gone but you will always remain deep in your heart and soul.
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