New Dresses

Just came home from buying milk powder for Emeryn. guess what??? we bought 4 big tins and it cost us rm190.. imagine that??? what an expenses??? what to do??? then I asked Jim to drop me at Anakku boutique. this has been one of my favorite hangout places when there's sale (it only happened after emeryn is here)...

Well, tonight i don't intend to hang out there too but i urgently need to buy a lotion for my sweetheart... she's running out of lotion... i love the smell on her lil' body covering with nice lotion..from day one Emeryn stepped to this world, she has been using lotion all over her body till now..reason: i wanted her to have smooth and silky complexion (which i envy so much). it was 9.05pm when i reached and normally it closes at 9pm...

I hurried to the lotion segment and grabbed two bottles. on my way to the cashier, i saw some 50% and 70% sign.. oh gosh... how could i control myself for not having a glance on it??? i swear if i don't make a stop at the promotional item, i would end up grumbling in the car later... as usual i couldn't resist such temptation.. by the way, i don't have a strong will..shame on me....amazingly i could hold myself from not buying at baby guess last weekend...it's way too expensive... sigh....

Some of the promotional items there, emeryn already has it on her wardrobe. two nice dresses caught my attention..without hesitation, i grabbed the smallest size. there are lots more to go but the sales girl is standing next to me, dropping some hints... hey, miss... we are closing soon...well, she did not mention that sentence...but of course i do understand.... each of the dress cost me around rm8. crazily cheap, isn't it??

I shopped a lot for emeryn nowadays.. she has too many dresses in her wardrobe and even some she has not manage to wear yet. but this doesn't seem to stop me from being a shopaholic...i love shopping for emeryn so much....i got to admit this.. i love seeing her in nice dress and look like precious lil' princess. guess i still need to wait for at least another 2 months for emeryn to fit the dresses i bought...perhaps can let her wear during our HK & Macau trip on may..

Emeryn, mummy hope you like it and look pretty in those dresses. One of it is bare back and another one with a special V-cutting at the end of the dress..both were from Disney... bet you'll look sexy in it...

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Lovely Girl

Lil Emeryn, you're the love in our life. You completed the puzzle for a happy family. You brought us happiness and love. With you around, the world will be a better place to stay on. We love you so much that we could no longer love others. You're the Princess in our heart.


Hug & kisses,
Mum & Dad

Swim Emeryn Swim

Mummy introduced Emeryn to swimming when she was just 8months old and i hope it's not too early for such a tender age.

We went to EQ swimming pool just after work. I bought her a 2 piece swim suit and a lifebuoy for Emeryn during the weekend. Gosh, she looks so adorable in her swim suit and look like a professional under age swimmer.. :)

Before dipping her into the water, i took a few moments to capture some pics of her.. Whew whit... Sexy Emeryn on the bench..she looks so gorgeous...Slowly i placed the life boay on her and bring her into the pool. She looked tense and kind of scare... Perhaps it's her first time dipping half of her body into cold water...take it slow, man...

All the way, she looked tense and never gives a smile no matter how we teased her. Perhaps she is really scared of the water, the surrounding or the strangers who starred at her.. No worries, more swimming session to go and mummy bet you will grow to love it sooner or later.

Good job, Emeryn... well done....

Happy Birthday, Emeryn (080706)

 

Still i could recall the historical date of 08/07/06. It was the day when Emeryn was brought to this world to celebrate the loves between her mum and dad.

at about 12am, i was awake by a sudden light leakage. oh gosh, could it be the time i'm gonna give birth? i'm all alone back then as jim was out with friends and steadily i make my way to the washroom and had a shower. i knew i gotta shower if i'm gonna deliver later else i couldn't shower during the one month confinement period...(aww..talking about confinement, it could kill me)

I told myself to stay calm and make a phone call to get Jim to come home. i'm well prepared for the delivery but wasn't expecting it could be so soon. my due date was on the 20th... at 4am, i was admitted to lam wah ee hosp and told that my water bag ain't broke. urghh... shameful me...but good news was my birth canal was dilated and it was at 3cm when i was admitted. Well, i was put in the delivery room whereby the nurses monitor my lil` fragile baby's heart beat.

Everything went on smoothly and i get Jim back home to have a rest. impatiently i keep counting down... when will dr shankar be here to attend me?? am i going to deliver now?? if not now, when??? will i suffer great labor pain?? lots of different silly questions keep flashing in and out in the mind of the first time mum. from 3cm to 4cm, 5cm and ended at 6cm when it was around 10am... wow, amazing !!! i wasn't suffering from any slight pain thou it was dilated at 6cm.. thanks to those swimming session i had... i was given an induction which helps fasten the delivery.

I remembered sms-ing my friends informing them i'm gonna deliver anytime soon and even have mood to sing along with the pipe-in music in the hospital... funny??? later about10.30am, Jim arrived with his precious notebook.. we were talking as usual and he was surfing net in the delivery room. the nurse insisted to add the speed to the induction.. i could feel a slight pain after not long but yet i could still bear the little pain..

I remembered at the peak of the pain, i told the nurse i need an injection to make me feel better... the nurse agreed and promised to come back in a second.. before she has the chance to leave the room, i started grumbling and moaning in pain, tossing around, feeling very very uneasy... oh boy!!! emeryn could no longer wait.. she is rushing to come to this new world... everything was prepared by the nurses and last but not least, here come dr shankar... i started to have tremendous pain but i try to control myself... by the way, i did it quite good thou...

And here goes the @#@!@##%~&()^$#!&+_(^$#!%%$&)#(_&%`~=... on my fourth hard push, emeryn was finally delivered at around 12.18pm.. i could hear emeryn crying.. without realizing, tears running down my lips... uhhhhh... finally... yes, finally i won the battle...I'm officially now a mum, a mother to Emeryn...

Baby of the Year

Above are the studio photos taken at Jaya Jusco, Queensbay. Entering my lil girl for a baby competition. Its theme was Photogenic & Healthy Baby.. Think she is qualified?

At first Emeryn was a bit shocked as lots of passer by taking a glance on her while she's posing for the camera. Perhaps feeling a bit uneasy, thou.. within a minute, she gets more and more into it..and luckily the photo session turned out to be good, which is unexpected... i did not expect myself to upgrade the package to a big album... huh.. first time mum... who on earth could resist such a temptation on those beautiful photos???

Phew... as time passed, Emeryn is getting frustrated with all the costume changing from head to toes... and wassup?? ended up crying there... pity girl... at the end we rushed home as we could sense she is crying for milk and need a good nite sleep...lesson to learn: bottle-feed baby is troublesome...(i bet u know why)

A love letter to my girl

My baby angel, you may be wondering sometimes why i kiss and hug you so intently, that's because i cannot believe that i have lil girl just like you. you are the best thing that has happened to me...you're the only thing that i could be proud of thus far.

You're important. Your emotional needs are perhaps more important than your physical needs... i pray i never forget this. Just as you are growing, so am i growing into motherhood. But good news, baby, i'm aware that the hugs, kisses and me telling you every minute everyday, mummy loves Emeryn, Emeryn is great, Emeryn is a good girl, you are the best girl in the world... don't you ever forget these things i tell you everyday... it will always be the only thing that would really matter at the end of the day.. it will be the only things i would want you to remember me by...

Emeryn, i say this over and over , i always wanted a girl just like you, beautiful and yet talented... i know that you are going to grow up to be a young fine lady... i know it, i see it and most of all i feel it... i sometimes wonder how lucky could i possibly be to have you in my life?? You have been the perfect gift from God. a gift for all seasons, for all times..

We share a special bond, and i am so proud to be called Emeryn's mum.. you're my achievement by far and being a mum to you will always be the only significant thing i would ever be doing with my life... being a mum is my priority and nothing else can measure up to that...it becomes very apparent just how important you are to me and how unimportant everything else is in comparison...

I love you and want only the best for you. i love you the way you are (thou at times you cry your lungs out and shouted madly)..... i have you in my heart and all over me forever, baby Emeryn...

New Walker Buggy

I've promised lil Emeryn earlier if mummy achieves sales target and won rm300, mummy will get her a new toy between rm100. And yes, i've finally make it.. without further delaying, i've decided to get a walker buggy for emeryn as she is now learning to walk. i feel really bad for not buying her the walker the day before when i saw the walker at toysRus.....Ain't she a super baby who walks on her 8th month... no one could deny the fact.... (anyone????)

The walker costs me rm95 after much bargain. i couldn't wait for emeryn to come home and have a touch on the new walker as she is in my mum's at that time..upon fetching her, i can't stop telling her that mummy have got her a new toy which i've promised her earlier. once promised, i'll make sure i deliver my words thou lil Emeryn may not comprehend wat the heck im telling her and what's promises are for...( as we always say "Promises are meant to be broken").. but that phrase is totally not meant for my girl. how could i not deliver my words to my own flesh, my lil previous princess???
Upon reaching home, i showed her the walker and of course she stared at it.. could it be she has just fallen in love at first sight with the walker??? nah, i bet not.... at last she has a hand on to the walker.. oh boy, she is filled with laughter and she looks so happy riding on it.. immediately i grabbed my camera and snapped away few photos of her... gosh, her smiles meant so much for me and it's certainly worth the price i'm paying to trade the smiles of my lil princess..

It's worth...it's certainly worth more than just laughter of Emeryn....